Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Spring Cleaning....times a bajillionity

Wow, spring cleaning over here on every level and it's not even spring yet. I'm kind of amazed at what has transpired so far this year and that it basically all started with cleaning most of Facebook out of my brain. It seems to have just snowballed from there.

I'm going through a couple programs and have learned how to identify those negative parts of ourselves and embrace them then integrate them so they don't trip us up.  Like that part of me that feels like a failure or like I might be a failure if I do something...turns out that part of me helped me to be more driven to succeed. And that part of me that worries I might be or look stupid, just drives me to learn more. Interesting thing about these "shadows" of ours! Feels much better to just embrace, integrate and utilize them rather than beat myself up over how or why they are there and how to "fix" them or me. So there's this inner spring cleaning/organizing going on and it's frustrating and refreshing at the same time.

Then there's all the physical crap I'm getting rid of. Much I'm giving away, some I'm selling. What is all this stuff I hold on to? Oy! Going through it all and deciding what to do with it is a whole other inner development in itself. It all ultimately feels just fantastic though!

Other updates...Tai Chi is over. It was cool and I wanted to take the second part but it's looking like I will have to wait to take successional classes like that when the kids are up is yoga, whenever I can get there about once a week. In fact, I need to go have a peek about a Groupon for a place I have been wanting to try.

Homeopathy class is still going, yet I've gotten behind. Nice that I can finish at my own pace. So much reading....which I do when? Oh right when the kids go to bed, ha! I could be reading the greatest story ever told and still fall asleep if I'm reading at the end of the day. All in due time.

20 weeks pregnant already! Holy cow. Feeling regular movement which is my most favorite part! We have the half-way ultrasound next week...can't wait to see him or her on screen!!

I think that's it. There's really SO much more to what I have learned and I think in time I will get into it more because it seems to be life changing!


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